Im sooo sick of my life :(?

my life is the same **** show every day and im sick of it. im 19, live at home, dont own a car or even have my license. i do work 40 hours a week for a crappy 9.75/hr. i graduated hs, but dont go to college. my parents are divorced, my mom is broke and also raising my two younger brothers (who, btw, are pretty much the only family i have. the rest are either dead, screwed up in the head, or dislike my mom so i will not talk to them). its effecting my entire personality. i cant joke around or anything anymore because im always in a bad mood...resulting in less and less friends. i used to be a riot...everyone loved me, but not anymore. im actually a pretty attractive guy based on the number of girls that try to talk to me...until they realize i dont have a very fun personality...so i cant get a girlfriend. i try to make myself happy by spending money on myself...which only lasts so long before i go broke. i tried getting back into baseball after not playing since hs. i used to love baseball but im not as good as i once was, which doesnt make it fun anymore. plus i think i tore a ligament in my shoulder so i cant even throw. and i just wasted $700 to play for this team. im now broke and have to pay my phone bill, internet, and rent to my mom. i usually smoke weed as an escape/stress releiver, but i cant even buy any. i just looked at my schedule for the next however many weeks and it all looks the same. im so sick of it. i hate my life and everything and everyone except for like 10 people in it. idk what to do...i feel like im stuck forever..